I don't feel single... I feel half.
Even when I'm focused, I'm distracted.
I feel pureed inside.
I woke up today, and for hours, I felt simply lost.
I feel sustained by the Spirit of God. I am not trudging on, but am being carried through these difficult days.
I am grateful for--and overwhelmed at--the outpouring of love and support from those around me. I thank God for all of you every day.
Tonight, I called my voice mail (on the home phone) just so I could hear Misty's voice. Three times.
I miss my wife.
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Wes,
Know that we are all here to help you and your family through this. Those days that you don't know which way to turn and feel "simply lost", don't hesitate to pick up the phone and just call, we'll listen. Although I don't know exactly what you are going through I have gone through a similar trial with the death of my son. After Jacob died and everyone went home and things began to calm down is probably when I needed that ear to listen to me and that shoulder to cry on. Reality set in and there were some very tough days. It has been 6 years and there are still some rough days, but they have gotten further and fewer between. It will get better though, I can promise you that. I may not have those words of wisdom that you need, but am here for you in whatever capacity you need. Don't ever feel that it is a burden on any of us to make that call, I can guarantee that there are countless of us just waiting for that call.
All our Love,
Terry Holden & Family
Wes...I am so sorry. I don't wish this upon anyone. Know that we love you all and know that Misty will always be there.
Dearest Wes,
My heart aches for you. I can't imagine the pain you must be feeling. I know I would be lost without my wife as well. If there is anything you need, please call me I'll do my best to help you. I'll call you tomorrow as I know that it is really late where you are at. I just found out tonight. I'm so sorry I wasn't able to be there to help.
If you ever need to talk or just have me make fun of Jake =) please call me....We are here for you and love you and the kids. Our prayer's and thoughts are ALWAYS with you guys....
Hi, Wes. This is Valencia from one of your training classes in Birmingha, AL. I am sorry to hear about the passing of your wife. My grandmother passed in November under similar circumstances so I definitely understand the pain that you feel at this time. God will get you through it, and as time passes, we become more accepting of the situations that we cant change. You and your family are in our prayers.
Love,
Team Sinclair - ATT/Birmingham, AL
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